its a weird state of affairs, to be sure to be sure.
in times when alone i crave people, although maybe the case is more i crave amenable conversation! someone to tell who will be stimulated and in return respond and create further desire or intrigue.

how is it that the appeal of most fades with your own enthusiasm. either i put way too much of my own excitement into non-exciting people, creating a facade of an intriguing person or perhaps i've just had a run of bad luck. given people the chance to be the output of all they have when they 'haven't had much to give.

well credit where credit is due from now on.