The amount of time pish poshing about...
It seems that my life has become more involved in nothing.
Im doing more but its more that is less worth mentioning.
So i play tennis,
so i cooked a nice meal,
its not,
so i jumped out of a plane,
or so i joined a band...
even the appeal of a change of hair colour is losing its appeal....
although i am excited about the cut :)
i wonder how it is that i fail to be satisfied with the things i do,
or perhaps now i accept the dissatisfaction,
compared to when i was 15 when i said to myself... when i'm older i'll do that or forfill that need.
its the taking responsibility part which is so dissatisfying.
i have to be responsible for the fact that i aint doing anything cool :)