sometimes the randomness of attraction just fully shits me!

like really if i was to design an object that was attracted to another object, in this scenario me being object number one and lets say "going to work" being object number 2 (going to work is objectified as i have certain attraction to doing it) then i would surely design object number one's destiny to interact with object number 2 in a "that's the way its supposed to happen way" instead of the random haphazard manner in which it does occur. and perhaps objects 1 and 2 just are following their own chaotic journey's until they come in the vicinity of one another and then the attraction takes place then surely it should be a reaction, "bam" instead of a wishy washy "oh yeah lets give this a go, we'll see how it goes"!

the whole nature of interactions, the fact that there is only a limited amount of patterning (full credit to "god", there is shitloads but really its a pretty, not uncontrolled but unplanned environment that we live in. its like putting a whole load of paint colours into a jar a seeing which shade of poo brown it turns :)

i am regularly unimpressed with the "make it up as you go along" mentality in which i have to function, not that i mind making it up, the creative reality in which i parade is fine but its the "not knowing for what reason" part that just shits me.