people are stupid, this includes me.

i mean we know nothing

you'd think be now we'd be living in a "brave new world" were you pop a pill to satisfy yourself.

how is it i spend the majority of my time trying to figure stuff out, i mean haven't they invented a program already that knows... so i don't have to think, i can just google the answer! i just don't understand how it is that we are so ill equipped or i don't even care that humans are ill equipped but surely there must be something that knows what's going on, i mean the idea of nobody, nada, no controlling pathway or dominant destiny seems stupid, like whats the point. and yet there is no evidence / proof that this is not the case... just a random haphazard adjustment of an unstable composition of elements.

anyhow it'd at least be nice / courteous to be informed what's going on :)

im so sick of arguing with myself