the world is surreal
reality is a facade
i swear things are getting harder and harder to be considered material! even touch is wearing thin, i look at my hand, move it and still don't own it :P

i'm not on drugs at this point, i wonder whether previous use, when i thought it was contributing to a different perspective actually made it harder for me to believe in reality. who can say i can't really go back now!

i walk across the road and almost need to retell my feet to keep walking. as i contemplate walking across it i can't decide if im actually walking across it or im a paun in a computer game that im just telling where to go using the up arrow :) in wondering what im actually doing i make it very hard to actually do things