a general state of doing has taken over....
when it does it seems i'm not staring at the world but that the objects of the world hit me in the face as i pass through them. if i choose to look at things they become unreal and the reality of driving through an event seems to blur. its like when i look at my are and my fingers moving and wonder how we are connected and that i can't get rid of my own fingers they are an unchosen object to which i am stuck :)

this is the best underwater photo i've taken...now although my camera isn't that fancy i'm just chuffed with it... it does everything i need, take a photo, capture a seal woooooooo mamma thats what i'm talking about yay! it was taken in Nov 2004 and at Bremer bay the best dive site i've been to, highly recommended... talk to craig at the dive shop he'll show u all the best dive spots and is extremely helpful :) 

its a weird state of affairs, to be sure to be sure.
in times when alone i crave people, although maybe the case is more i crave amenable conversation! someone to tell who will be stimulated and in return respond and create further desire or intrigue.

how is it that the appeal of most fades with your own enthusiasm. either i put way too much of my own excitement into non-exciting people, creating a facade of an intriguing person or perhaps i've just had a run of bad luck. given people the chance to be the output of all they have when they 'haven't had much to give.

well credit where credit is due from now on.

this is me...only slightly tipsy from the wine but my eyes tell a different story...ahhh birthday bliss 

so this is my most recent photographic experience...taking photos of a powerful air jet blower to remove the top layers of soil and expose the roots of trees...cool eh! 

so what is expression, do i really think of anything myself.

what a product i am :)