departure from self

ok so there are a few things i wish to change

like any dependancy on social interaction. self sufficiency full charge ahead.

i also wish to decrease comparative thinking. although beneficial in arguement and in research, its highly undesireable in my personal life. i shall do this through an increase in self absorption. sounds ludicrus i know but im guarenteed to think less of others / comparision to :)

so sounds like im in for a narsisstic year, well i haven't had one before so who knows maybe its what it takes to be happy to play a role in this manipulative society.

so morbid, i am definitely adding to the list of must change mentalities, a decrease in degrogitory thought on a place i happen to be in... society.