and everytime i make something better on the page
i feel worse
like "who is this for?"
i don't like it
i don't like the "entourage" app
i don't like the "likeness" app
i don't like the comparisons that you make just on flicking to someones page
i feel like im year 1 and i didn't make the cut for the popular group
its ridiculous
i really wanna delete my profile
but it does allow me to connect to my friends
to be honest i feel like a voyeur
voy·eur
(voi-yûr') Pronunciation Key n.
- A person who derives sexual gratification from observing the naked bodies or sexual acts of others, especially from a secret vantage point.
- An obsessive observer of sordid or sensational subjects.
i feel like im watching neighbours or something
knowing all their tid bits about who they are friends with and how
i feel like everything is defined
if someone doesn't invite you as a friend maybe they don't consider you one
if someone does are you really a friend?
its a sordid affair and i can't seem to detach myself from constantly checking
sor·did
[sawr-did] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective | 1. | morally ignoble or base; vile: sordid methods. |
| 2. | meanly selfish, self-seeking, or mercenary. |
| 3. | dirty or filthy. |
| 4. | squalid; wretchedly poor and run-down: sordid housing. |
and then destroyed the connection by allowing me to make judgements based on a webpage and viewing their "other" connections second hand and not through direct contact and communication
i feel dirty
back in the day they used to say "telephone conversation just aren't as good as visually communicating", now im communicating without even being asked or asking myself
i used to use the internet as expression
and the random people i met was a connection based on likeness of this style
it feels like the popular people have come in and wrecked the purity
like any event /place which used to be awesome when it smalltime and had such a great atmosphere
and then when it became really big it lost the vibe
perhaps i just can't connect in big groups
anyhow i hate facebook
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