Friday, March 21, 2008

the internet is the funniest thing

how is it i spend all day droneously on one and then
at night continue to widdle away my hours again on one
virtual sex and random chat and discovering what the real meaning of your personality is by staring at it on a screen in a dimly lit room and waiting for pictures to upload!
ha!
how the delusions are so easy to maintain
their is a comfortableness in the distance of the internet
only partially engaging in interaction by feeling the freedom of a barrier to protect you
"on your terms only"
pay 9.95 now for the pleasure!
it must be some seeded comfort in not having the reprecussions of an adverse reaction from a person, just click the computer off and they go away... the real thing leaves stains on your carpet and spaces in your bed and damages your comfortable heart into a state of dishevel
not knowing what to do
...
would i find more time by myself staring at nature instead of a screen if i lived back in the nomadic day ?
would my needs be forfilled in other ways
or perhaps i wouldn't have the need ... it sure wouldn't be in the form of a safe barriered interaction that i get on the computer
anyhow im tired from all my virtual sex, time to lie on the couch! ha!

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