train talk

all these people looking down,
tired or avoiding or afraid or isolated!
its all so dislocated!
wat is it if not a community that ur in!
its part of ur life the same as it is theirs,
why not be compromising and accepting of their part,
to make things comfortable!
the thing is,
am i saying that from a dominating point of view ?
i don't think so cause others dominate me,
but i do notice that im a bit louder than most in common circumstance,
i tend to dramatise and speak things dramatically which is usually overpowering and why would i do that ?
is it cause i need the reconfirmation that im ok and agree with me
or that i just feel the need to express ideas more than others,
i think i think that,
but i think i may be deluding myself!
my perception is that im out there but i don't think i dominate!
it does concern me tho,
maybe cause i do things differently!
i really don't care tho but only in retrospection,
i have to deal with myself, so i tell myself its ok and justify a good outcome,
cause there is no one else i need to justify it to!
it is my world!
but i still feel like im holding back!
i don't feel like i should be that different than those next to me!