its like this big fucken test that no one is passing!
i know where i stand in the class, its not far up but im praised for my initiative!
i can't even say that is correct!
i just think i show initative but really im just a little different and i even fucken apologised for it!
fuck!
how suckered into this crap am i such that im sorry for being out of line!
sorry for being a little weird!
am i so sure that conformity is the answer, hell no, but for some reason i bear its babies like a good girl and pretend i like it and im doing ok!
i can barely speak, lord knows wat they think of me!
fuck!
i hate this trip!
if its all one glorious game to get to know ones self than i really screwed myself over!
lets hope the other parts of me are enjoying the ride, cause i drank to much of this cup of life and im about to barf!
and yet i suck up the american crap im fed and devour the reformatting they r giving me!
born to be born, may all beings be happy! who really knows that word!
certainly no one i know!
a bunch of misaligned shots at having a go!
oh well better luck next time!
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