Sunday, January 27, 2008

get away

i just don't like being interupted,
create my own time,
if its forced on me i automatically don't like it,
i just can't deal with it, my way or the highway,
i create a highway, im not very good at adapting to something i don't want
its the whole acceptance / voice issue i suppose!
fuck it, its how i am, i should start living it
im tired of things not going my way
very tired

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ooooo noooooooo

you know sometimes when you look and go just think "ooooo noooo", how the hell did i let this little bit of a slip turn into a slide right off a banana peel and straight hard down on your tailbone!

im pixelated

i've let me addictions to documentaries and creating an itinerary of worthwhile shows to watch on www.yourtv.com.au and now... now its turned on! i've been finding the more i turn the box on to watch the "meerkat manor " show turn into watching the show after that, then a little tennis and then a summer series tv show and then ahhhhhh the family guy and then 2 disks, thats 12 episodes people of "that 70s show" and ...

more and more i find myself becoming a devourer of tv and i've that mentality of "maybe if i just remember that mon 9.30 has californication on and now tue 9.30 i have to see how the protestants and catholics fought over england and how "monarchy " will transend to the next generation after the king, who has ruled since 14 dies at 32 of some infection.... its addictive people and its narrated by a guy who is more pompos than david attenborough in english tones :)

my little slip has lead me into a hole of pixelation

who needs life when you have tv...will this be my last post

no no i forgot about the writers block in the US! ha! i can't believe this world! good lord, the people will riot if they don't get a new season of prison break... lord knows i may join the case if they don't tell me what happens to michael :P

crazy!!

Friday, January 04, 2008

Past the point

You know when you just have that uncomfortability with someone,
like something needs to be said,
and usually cause you think you'd get along,
but nothing is said
and your left wondering,
what could be if we actually talked,
we seem to have an instanteously recognisable link,
that because isn't acted on creates this uncomfortable feeling or perhaps better described as a propulsion towards recognition of the other!