i see others creating their families, sharing their lives!
and i feel old!
i fell like mine is without this fitted bond that makes u keep going.
i look at my fish and roofus and where my love and energy goes and it seems less forfilled.
people having babies, getting married and falling in love is really starting to make me angry and i wonder why!
is it because they r recognised, is it cause it seems valid and they r validated by society!
my events all seem distant and unrewarding in retrospect and yet at the time they feel right!
does thinkin and wanting more negate wat im doing!
am i denying my own validation by looking for too much, are my comparisons my own worst enemy! is lookin at others lives, slowly killing my soul, my passion ?
how can i live without placing my circumstance relative to others ???
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