whats inside

people hold dreams and realities
ideas and then the products
the writing and then the book

whats inside me
chaos
amidst it, are centres of glowing inspiration
tangled they know not of their value or can see their relevance to each other

so lets say i go for 5 balls of inspiration,
none of which can see but a glimmer of each other
how do i fuse them to rid myself of the chaos
to create a tranquil place of bonded strength ???

as it is
i know only moments of strength, of clarity
dislocated from other moments
no moment more clear and resolute to enable this dissipation of confusion

i do want peace but do i have to give up energy to have it ???
i don't think so but i don't see peace, i don't see tolerance, i don't see injustice, without a fight!