blue blue heart

its not cold but its blue
its like its been drained
it cried out all the salty warmth
and now it is blue
it sinks into the body
as heat rises and cool falls
i feel its drop

i never wanna forget this ladies words

http://www.etsy.com/storque/search/title/yokoo/
how beautiful is her philosphy on living!
given life to live
you are in control
if only i could trust in myself like her
she is beautiful, i hope we are all connected so i can say im so proud of that bit of me :)

immersed

farting like a champion


baked beans hmmmm

im surrounded in the stench of my own contemplation of shit

it seems like a disgusting course of play

i wish to leave a pursue other avenues but this is the one i have chosen

stuck in a loop

hooked to the circle

how is it that when i see something really inspiring, initially enlivened I am soon down and critical about my own endevours

i don't do this

or that

or when i think about the statement " once you realise you are in control of your life " i still don't believe it