so its bemusing
one moment fine
thinking interview is going well
relating well to people
...
how distorted is my perception
and then
they "had a better candidate"
...
i don't think im made for working
i know! repetition!
....
why don't i do anything about it ?
why have i never taken a leap of faith into fashion?
a leap of faith into work life?
socially i leap, so whats the go ?
freudian father complex i reckon
... easier to place blame elsewhere
i haven't done anything
nothing ventured, nothing gained
maybe i should throw myself out of my own life and invite someone else in
i really want someone to tell me what to do
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