angsty acceptance

working against what I see

wanting what I see

thinking it ain't my cup of tea.

playing joyfully with life

returning to perceived reality

disappointed in me.

who's to say I wouldn't 

but me

my truth is in my smile

yet I haven't it

masking

taking slices of others reality

return

return to being 5

return to oz

return to not knowing

simplify

Cypress hill run

Props trying to snatch my rocks,

This bitch ain't gonna take my awes down,

Underground till the next round!

Whoop

forced to change

only when I crack

only when it's a have to circumstance 

only when something makes me so perturbed that I've had enough!

today I'm dictating

because I want to take that easy route everyone else seems to be blessed enough to not push themselves into circumstances but embrace what makes them feel right

embrace a life which is determined by their loves of being a human

I have a choice

not to stay in the choppy seas and deal with wave after wave of having to deal

I choose calm light blue warm waters

I've been given a chance to go the speed limit and not 200km/hr

and I'm taking it!