So I've been watching nirvana unplugged,
A band revired in my adolescent
I was wiser then
I watched a doco to on his life
Not that this tells all but definitely insightful to his ways
I think I always thought he had so much to release
And he did
But what truly made him
Was that he was tuning his life into a craft
He made himself
He made of himself
And his focus and dedication into music, his something made it grand
Makes me think of my wrongful take on how I saw and do see things
I thought if the feeling was strong enough then it would make something
It's actually directing this feeling into something that makes something
So what to direct myself into?
An eternal question for me and perhaps my direction
A book on questioning oneself and ones existence
A book on the eternal musing of my.mind
How to stay focused on this? Keep at it. Delve deeper
Explore the workings and not just the Pyschology but the thoughts as thoughts
Why is my brain wired to question
Not what is the question
But why is my focus to question!
What do I gain from eternal struggle with thoughts on existence.
