Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Don't get out

Feel terrible I don't get out enough and more that Astra doesn't.
Tv becomes dominant and as I look for New places to live, is it really location or vibe that is restricting my being active post work

Can't stop

There's this process
Life
It's frustrating, mainly because I've nothing to follow
My intuitions aren't enough to keep me on track
There's nothing concrete to definitely correlate
So yeah I'm not sure it's my cup of tea.
When it comes to choice I've always been like "I didn't choose this"
So best scenario for outcomes of this being...
Start to choose...That's been a winner in terms of feeling good
Grabbing onto the feeling isn't such a good ride cause of the overanalysis part but it's definitely the most convictive.
Recommendations for future work...
The most comfortable I've ever been was when I was actually following someone else's conviction but I believed it was a good fun path...
Tonight I wish for that. A good story.
Maybe tomorrow I'll write one.