Such that I can't even commit to 1 idea of what's happening or where I should choose to go
I am uncertain why I feel unmotivated so I try to decipher why I am feeling like this, or even what would I like to be doing instead
And I have no answer
I'm uncertain
The uncertainty breeds more inactive behaviour breeding further unsettled nature
I struggle with deciding what I'd like to do as nothing seems appealing.
So perhaps I'll dream
If anything was possible what would make me feel content
The answer an inspiring person who makes me laugh, I could live with that happily moving forward
Can I find that? I'm not sure I'm attractive enough as a person to find that.
So I guess I can make a point to work on myself till then.
Work on being inspired
Create environments that inspire to be inspired
What would they be
Nature's form appreciation
Ocean appreciation
Design appreciation
Creative soul's appreciation like docos or music
Films, stories of culture
The myths and creating stories of historical based fantasy
