Non correlated,
Swirling around frantically,
Like looking at biological chaos theory.
The reactionary me sees only a metre in front,
And actions seem uncontrolled as I navigate metre by metre.
When something happens that creates a discord,
There is a reflective pause
And the assessment of the chain of reactions leads to an upset stomach,
A what's going on such that non of these short term happy endeavours lead to anything.
What's the real cause of my overall discomfort?
It may just be who I am, naturally inclined to be edgy, incapable of satification in sendantry
